leahkos3

leahkos3 @ 2007-11-15T23:18:00

2007-11-16T04:18:25Z

I totally agree.

leahkos3 @ 2007-11-11T23:15:00

2007-11-12T04:17:06Z

I want to start fresh.
I want to tie any loose ends.
I want to right my wrongs.
I want to talk to people I cut off in the past.
I want to stop being a chicken.
I want confidence.

No one really reads this, but that's what I want to do.
And that's the person I want to become.

leahkos3 @ 2007-11-08T22:35:00

2007-11-09T03:35:58Z

i am constantly annoyed.
and its annoying.

leahkos3 @ 2007-10-31T15:11:00

2007-10-31T19:13:12Z

i think i'm depressed.
no one secludes them self as much i do
or at least i feel like i do
i just don't feel happy anymore.

leahkos3 @ 2007-10-24T15:48:00

2007-10-24T19:50:15Z

there is like one day a month when i feel like everyone is being a bitch to me. (like a real bitch, cause everyone makes fun of me anyway)
that day is today.

ughhhhh

leahkos3 @ 2007-10-21T18:41:00

2007-10-21T22:42:36Z

its probably all a lie anyway..

leahkos3 @ 2007-10-06T19:29:00

2007-10-06T23:30:02Z

people are depressing me
stop being downerrrs

HAPPY TIMES

:]

leahkos3 @ 2007-09-14T23:01:00

2007-09-15T03:02:53Z

i expect too much of people
and i think people expect too much of me sometimes.

gah.

college is stressful too,
but I LOVE IT :]

leahkos3 @ 2007-09-01T16:07:00

2007-09-01T20:08:07Z

i like college. a lot.

i am happy here!

leahkos3 @ 2007-08-20T20:58:00

2007-08-21T00:59:03Z

it doesn't have to be the turn of the year to create resolutions for yourself.

leahkos3 @ 2007-07-29T18:30:00

2007-07-29T22:33:36Z

i am currently at my dad's house
where i haven't been in over a month
it feels like i moved away and am coming to visit
my dad even said "feel free to help yourself to a coke in the fridge"
normally would i just be able to go grab one?.. its my house too right?
sure doesn't feel like it
how formal was that?

i just walked around..
it was so weird
like looking in a room that wasn't mine
but there were pictures of me everywhere..

and then i walked into the baby's room
peptol-bismol pink
how cute..
there was a "c" on a handle somewhere..
i'm guessing they already picked a name

it is so weird to come "visit" my house
and watch my dad's new life from the outside..

leahkos3 @ 2007-06-29T16:50:00

2007-06-29T20:55:44Z

alcohol is directly related to all the drama in my group.
its a fact, do not deny it.

this needs to stop.

why haven't i learned my lesson??

2007-06-07T20:10:13Z

I HATE BOYS
i hate boys
i hate them
i hate themmmm
god i hate them.

fadjlkfjdslkjfdsklfj!!! :[ >:[

..and i say 'why you cut off that?'
thank god for uplifting moments..

leahkos3 @ 2007-05-08T21:42:00

2007-05-09T01:47:49Z

i have been irrational, which i tend to do when a lot of things build up
i freak out and think the worst, when things can be saved.

i am going to be a rational person tomorrow and perhaps talk it out
i didnt like the way we left things today, especially when talking in person will get a lot more accomplished.
perhaps a new and improved steering wheel talk will fix everything.
:[
i love you tina.

leahkos3 @ 2007-05-07T22:24:00

2007-05-08T02:30:04Z

people have upset me lately
i feel like there are only a few people left for me to turn to
i dont want to get upset with the people that have been upsetting me lately,
but at the same time.. i cant help it.

finding a roommate doesnt look promising.
thats another hard thing for me to talk about.
i feel betrayed and hurt.

but once again, ill block all that shit out
and concentrate on AP tests, and move on,
forgetting it ever happened.. because they all have.

leahkos3 @ 2007-04-09T16:59:00

2007-04-09T21:03:01Z

i have two things to mention..

"people are people"

and

omg hair!

goddamn.

leahkos3 @ 2007-04-02T00:18:00

2007-04-02T04:25:40Z

whose a hoe, HOE!
whose a hoe, HOE!

so the past few days have been nothing short of amazing!
my best friend is now 18 and it amazes me how long we have been friends!
i love her!
and i love the new friends have made lately
and ladies nights ;]
and tina wilson and kelsey walsh, who by the way are my ultimate faves, REAL.
andd being reel 'fishing hand motion' hammered
buhahaha
and i love how my mom cleaned and rearranged my room as a surprise to me.
she is the best mother in the world, fo real.
okay i'm done!
but let me just say that SB '07 has started off VERY well!!

leahkos3 @ 2007-03-28T00:01:00

2007-03-28T04:04:14Z

fuck you dad.
thats all i have to say.

leahkos3 @ 2007-03-23T23:09:00

2007-03-24T03:13:20Z

i think i have mild depression.

leahkos3 @ 2007-03-22T23:38:00

2007-03-23T03:43:29Z

tonight was awesome
i love my friends
and sitting on a blanket at caribou at 11 pm
and when people act like robots for an hour
and when i am the bigger person and i go and socialize with the person that made me feel like shit earlier this week

whatever, tonight was amazing.
"i want to imagine! a penis?!"
SICKASS!

leahkos3 @ 2007-03-21T23:26:00

2007-03-22T03:30:46Z

I FEEL SO FUCKING OFF

what the hell
how awesome was seeing YOU at caribou
NOT AWESOME AT ALL
BRING ME MY SHIT OMG.

and don't try to talk to me like you didn't lead me on for weeks.

leahkos3 @ 2007-03-19T22:55:00

2007-03-20T03:01:10Z

i do NOTHING wrong
and i get.. hurt?
i wouldn't say i am hurt
just angry.
i knew something was up, but just the confirmation is hard.

you go into something like that thinking it can be different,
when in reality, you were just a rebound
and you don't even deserve a heads up.

sweet.
i don't need a guy in my life ever, i have my friends.
but let me get one more thing out,
directed at the certain someone who fueled this post

FUCK YOU!

leahkos3 @ 2007-03-18T09:10:00

2007-03-18T13:15:39Z

i just woke up from the worst dream ever

she had triplets.

leahkos3 @ 2007-03-13T22:40:00

2007-03-14T02:48:16Z

ugh
i feel like everything went down hill recently
i had the best few weeks ever earlier and now..
it has totally changed
and i have been constantly sick
and ignored by a certain boy repeatedly
who calls me like 10 days after we hangout/hook up
awesome? confused? yes i am, is he? yes, no MAYBE? i wouldnt know.
that would involve talking to him wouldnt it?
and those amazing few weeks made me push all my family shit aside and just let loose and have fun
i dont want to think about them now that everything is being lame
and my sping break plans got shot to shit, so now i have none
and i just feel.. low.

sorry for complaining, but that is what LJ is here for.

leahkos3 @ 2007-02-12T00:28:00

2007-02-12T05:29:50Z

mahhh!
i need to stop liking guys that are
-out of my league/cocky as hell
or
-taken x 100000

DUMB!