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[Nov. 11th, 2007|11:15 pm] |
I want to start fresh.
I want to tie any loose ends.
I want to right my wrongs.
I want to talk to people I cut off in the past.
I want to stop being a chicken.
I want confidence.
No one really reads this, but that's what I want to do.
And that's the person I want to become. |
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[Nov. 8th, 2007|10:35 pm] |
i am constantly annoyed.
and its annoying. |
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[Oct. 31st, 2007|03:11 pm] |
i think i'm depressed.
no one secludes them self as much i do
or at least i feel like i do
i just don't feel happy anymore. |
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[Oct. 24th, 2007|03:48 pm] |
there is like one day a month when i feel like everyone is being a bitch to me. (like a real bitch, cause everyone makes fun of me anyway)
that day is today.
ughhhhh |
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[Oct. 21st, 2007|06:41 pm] |
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its probably all a lie anyway.. |
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[Oct. 6th, 2007|07:29 pm] |
people are depressing me
stop being downerrrs
HAPPY TIMES
:] |
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[Sep. 14th, 2007|11:01 pm] |
i expect too much of people
and i think people expect too much of me sometimes.
gah.
college is stressful too,
but I LOVE IT :] |
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[Sep. 1st, 2007|04:07 pm] |
i like college. a lot.
i am happy here! |
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[Aug. 20th, 2007|08:58 pm] |
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it doesn't have to be the turn of the year to create resolutions for yourself. |
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[Jul. 29th, 2007|06:30 pm] |
i am currently at my dad's house
where i haven't been in over a month
it feels like i moved away and am coming to visit
my dad even said "feel free to help yourself to a coke in the fridge"
normally would i just be able to go grab one?.. its my house too right?
sure doesn't feel like it
how formal was that?
i just walked around..
it was so weird
like looking in a room that wasn't mine
but there were pictures of me everywhere..
and then i walked into the baby's room
peptol-bismol pink
how cute..
there was a "c" on a handle somewhere..
i'm guessing they already picked a name
it is so weird to come "visit" my house
and watch my dad's new life from the outside.. |
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[Jun. 29th, 2007|04:50 pm] |
alcohol is directly related to all the drama in my group.
its a fact, do not deny it.
this needs to stop. |
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[Jun. 7th, 2007|04:05 pm] |
I HATE BOYS
i hate boys
i hate them
i hate themmmm
god i hate them.
fadjlkfjdslkjfdsklfj!!! :[ >:[
..and i say 'why you cut off that?'
thank god for uplifting moments.. |
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[May. 8th, 2007|09:42 pm] |
i have been irrational, which i tend to do when a lot of things build up
i freak out and think the worst, when things can be saved.
i am going to be a rational person tomorrow and perhaps talk it out
i didnt like the way we left things today, especially when talking in person will get a lot more accomplished.
perhaps a new and improved steering wheel talk will fix everything.
:[
i love you tina. |
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[May. 7th, 2007|10:24 pm] |
people have upset me lately
i feel like there are only a few people left for me to turn to
i dont want to get upset with the people that have been upsetting me lately,
but at the same time.. i cant help it.
finding a roommate doesnt look promising.
thats another hard thing for me to talk about.
i feel betrayed and hurt.
but once again, ill block all that shit out
and concentrate on AP tests, and move on,
forgetting it ever happened.. because they all have. |
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[Apr. 9th, 2007|04:59 pm] |
i have two things to mention..
"people are people"
and
omg hair!
goddamn. |
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[Apr. 2nd, 2007|12:18 am] |
whose a hoe, HOE!
whose a hoe, HOE!
so the past few days have been nothing short of amazing!
my best friend is now 18 and it amazes me how long we have been friends!
i love her!
and i love the new friends have made lately
and ladies nights ;]
and tina wilson and kelsey walsh, who by the way are my ultimate faves, REAL.
andd being reel 'fishing hand motion' hammered
buhahaha
and i love how my mom cleaned and rearranged my room as a surprise to me.
she is the best mother in the world, fo real.
okay i'm done!
but let me just say that SB '07 has started off VERY well!! |
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[Mar. 28th, 2007|12:01 am] |
fuck you dad.
thats all i have to say. |
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[Mar. 23rd, 2007|11:09 pm] |
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i think i have mild depression. |
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[Mar. 22nd, 2007|11:38 pm] |
tonight was awesome
i love my friends
and sitting on a blanket at caribou at 11 pm
and when people act like robots for an hour
and when i am the bigger person and i go and socialize with the person that made me feel like shit earlier this week
whatever, tonight was amazing.
"i want to imagine! a penis?!"
SICKASS! |
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